AshesYou told me to write a letter,
to write out all my feelings,
So I wrote one to you,
I wrote how I felt about you,
Because you told me to,
And you told me to because I called you,
And I called you because I'm "upset",
I'm not upset at all,
I'm perfectley fine,
I just wanted a reason for you to call me babe,
I wanted to hear you be supportive,
I wanted to hear that you care about me...
Or else I'll never believe you do.
I lied to you,
Said I was in pain,
Just so that you would show you cared,
And I wrote all of that down in a letter,
And than I threw it into a fire,
And watched the paper burn,
And watched the letters blend in with the singed paper,
And watched as all of my feelings,
And all of my thoughts,
And all of my emotions,
You said...You called me Babe,
You called me sweet,
You made me promise to call if things went wrong,
You said I was a wonderful person,
You said you care so much about me,
You said I'm amazing,
You were nearly in tears because you were worried,
You said I was a part of your life,
You said you wanted to help me,
You said you wish you could hug me,
You said you wish you could have your arm around me,
And you left saying I love you,
and then you said I'm an amazing friend.
Now I remember why I was upset.
I'm only a friend.
And I'll only ever be